deviant ART

[x]

~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka:

Petter Eriksson  

  • Status: Member
  • Mad Scientist
  • Male/Sweden
  • Offline for 2d 20h 36m 35s
  • Deviant since Apr 13, 2007, 12:34 AM
  • 1 Deviations
  • 142 Deviation Comments
  • 57 Deviant Comments
  • 3 Forum Posts
  • 803 Pageviews

Ghosts and Homophobia

Journal Entry: Wed May 7, 2008, 12:54 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: My own heartbeat.
  • Playing: Dungeons and Dragons 3.5
Right now, Im kinda depressed, because I have been treated like a ghost by my class.. It was a bit too much for me to be able to handle i think..
Ah well, here's a thing I just found:


I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the Prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight, throughout the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived an attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just three weeks before graduating high school, it was just too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom to use to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not even allowed to visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the Domestic violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the domestic violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly distant and cold when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the father who never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym, until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized that I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think that I could be a much better person if I didn't always have to deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the boy who killed himself after my boyfriend died in an attack.

I am the boy who faked sick because I was afraid to see what was written on my locker today.

I am the boy who helped viciously attack my gay friend, because I didn't want my other friends to know that I was seeing him.

I am the boy who is afraid to look at another boy in his eyes, because of what he might think.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, Love.

Feel free to copy this and put it onto your site.(or your journal, or wherever) = ) Making fun of people that are gay is like making fun of someone for a different quality they may have. It sucks and most of all, it hurts. What if you were gay and then I made fun of you? I really don't think that you would like that. Or me making fun of you because you are STRAIGHT?!

This one comes from :iconlil--boo: and I have to say, that I agree with her.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Earth, Europe, Sweden, Uppland, Stentorp.
  • Interests: Computer games, roleplaying games, drawing, having bloody dreams about my nemesis and fencing
  • Favourite movie: Gladiator
  • Favourite band or musician: Ozzy Osbourne.
  • Favourite genre of music: Almost all the different types of Metal, and Classical music. Rap and hiphop = crap and shit.
  • Favourite artist: Syrinoth
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King
  • Favourite photographer: Probably yesper, or a friend named Malin Egerhäll
  • Favourite style or digital art: The beautiful type containing dragons.
  • Operating System: Windows XP Home edition
  • MP3 player of choice: My mobile phone
  • Skin of choice: My own, thank you very much!
  • Favourite game: The Guitar Hero games, and The Elder Scrolls 4: Oblivion
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Umm, must be Alucard from the Hellsing anime.
  • Personal Quote: Hooooaaaaaaarrrrgghhh.... (That sound means that im bored and wishes to do something.)
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, papers, the scanner, photoshop (<-- still learning))

deviantART Notice

Devious Comments

~JellymanMyComicGuy:iconJellymanMyComicGuy: 6 days 12 hours ago
Join meh city! [link]

--
Orochimaru, don't you know not to play with little boys? Your brother, Michael Jackson, just got summoned to court and now is being charged with.... uh...... you know.... stuff with little boys..... look you get the picture <------ I love Naruto, lol!
~Achronai:iconAchronai: 6 days 12 hours ago
thanx for the fave! ^_^

--
Im looking for something deeper than the appearance of others...im looking for the people themselves.

David, J, Dowden

life hurts, but it doesn't have to hurt as much as we make it ~ me
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: May 4, 2008, 1:53:15 PM
Det var så lite så!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Apr 13, 2008, 7:00:58 AM
You're welcome!

I appreciate that people actually post here to me, even though it is only thank yous.

Thanks for posting!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~WinterWerewolf:iconWinterWerewolf: Apr 6, 2008, 2:08:19 PM
Thank you for the fave :D I really appreciate it :D
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Mar 27, 2008, 7:19:16 AM
You're welcome!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~king-newmic:iconking-newmic: Mar 14, 2008, 8:39:54 PM Mood: Joy
thanks for the fav!

--
the only thing that should be burning right now is your mind...
---
bringing down the pain, one horribly over-pawned newb death at a time(:=
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Feb 20, 2008, 5:43:54 AM
Yeye, thank you for leaving a comment!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~SongOnTheWind:iconSongOnTheWind: Feb 19, 2008, 2:21:54 AM
And of course for the watch; I pressed the send button too soon ^^
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Feb 7, 2008, 11:43:07 AM
You're welcome!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Feb 7, 2008, 11:42:39 AM
:D Thanks again! ;D

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
*Venothaya:iconVenothaya: Jan 6, 2008, 1:35:07 PM
Lol, thanks again for the fave XD

--
"Something something something DARK SIDE, something something something COMPLETE."
~dragonwitch:icondragonwitch: Jan 3, 2008, 12:44:11 PM
thanks for the fave

--
im not mean just misunderstood!jx
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Dec 22, 2007, 5:32:42 PM
No problem!
I really appreciate this. :D :)

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~WinterWerewolf:iconWinterWerewolf: Dec 17, 2007, 1:38:44 PM
Hello there! Thank you for the fave :P
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Dec 12, 2007, 1:39:45 PM
No problem at all!
I mean, it looks so fantastic, it looks as if it comes from a fantasy book or something like that!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
*jonnygoodboy:iconjonnygoodboy: Dec 3, 2007, 1:52:53 PM
Thank you very much for dropping some love :+fav: on "Lagoon of Illusion" [link] :thanks:

--
------------------------------------------
Just me »»» [link] :gallery:
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Oct 24, 2007, 10:25:39 AM
Yahey! Children of September.

Ohmygod its a lot of people that actually looks at my page! :O

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Oct 24, 2007, 10:23:11 AM
YAY!
You're welcome!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
~KaloHanaka:iconKaloHanaka: Oct 24, 2007, 10:22:55 AM
Absolutely no problems!

--
Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?
Who watches the guardians?
*Myenia:iconMyenia: Oct 19, 2007, 2:01:24 PM
Thank you for the watch and favorite...my birthday is in sept. too!
*CrescentMoon:iconCrescentMoon: Oct 16, 2007, 10:08:27 AM
Thanks a lot for the watch! :heart:

--
Click if you dare: [link] :3